this is the plan - right? or at least I guess it has to be, this is what I wanted to do.
and then you have to follow the plan. but what if I don't wanna keep up with the plan?
it's a lot going on in my head right now, I'm more or less having a blackout
in my thoughts and reflections. I know if I stay I get to do all this amazing stuff
and see all these awesome places. is it worth it? I'm more than confused.
don't know if the homesickness is taking over, don't really know if I am sick for home.
if I just knew what my problem was so I could talk to someone and fix it..

tjingeling!